Doesn’t matter Lyrics

I'm lingering on when they kiss

Leaning towards this abyss

And of lately the only people I can stare

Are the unraveled ones with their hands laying bare

But their hands are numb and empty

Their dull silence soothes me

Loud whispers in my back as if I couldn't hear

Thought I left ghosts behind

But they're just coming near

It doesn't matter, does it

If I know any exit

If I believe in god

And if god does exist

If I believe in god

And if god does exist

Rage as a fabric, through and through

Like that gaze used to do

'Cause those suicidal thoughts that are still in my head

Gives her that awful side-smile when I lay in bed

It doesn't matter, does it

If I know any exit

If I believe in god

And if god does exist

If I believe in god

And if god does exist

She's barely feeding, but she'll deny

Ribbon-legged, she passes by

Until she surrenders in the midst of the street

And the guys simply stare but continue to eat

It doesn't matter, does it

If I know any exit

If I believe in god

And if god does exist

If I believe in god

And if god does exist

It doesn't matter, does it

If I know any exit

If I believe in god

And if god does exist

If I believe in god

And if god does exist

And if I'm cast out

'Cause I wanted some more

And if this guy dances too close to the shore

And if I could just push this door chalked on the wall

And if after the void there's somewhere else to fall

Forget I said it

I soliloquize

It's stinging nettle

Their hands on their thighs

Run if you stole a shard of sunlight, yeah yeah

Don't ever tell them, I've got your back, yeah yeah

Choking to tears with shards of sunlight, yeah yeah

Run if you stole a shard of sunlight, yeah yeah

Run if you stole a shard of sunlight (Oh, run)

Don't ever tell them, I've got your back

(Save all you can)

Choking to tears with shards of sunlight

(You won't be found)

Run if you stole a shard of sunlight

(And never come back)

It doesn't matter, does it

(And never come back)

If I know any exit

(And never come back)

If I believe in god

(And never come back)

And if god does exist

If I believe in god

And if god does exist

(Save all)

It doesn't matter, does it

(And never come back)

If I know any exit

(Save all)

If I believe in god

And if god does exist

If I believe in god

And if god does exist