A Man Inside My Mouth

I woke up at seven and my body was vibrating

I was wrapped up in a blanket

I was gray, damp, and sore

The bedroom was an engine

And my heartbeat was erratic

Like I think I'm out there racing

Like the night before

I remember one girl standing

One was sitting on the ground

One was holding me up

The other pullin' me down

And I couldn't decide which one was real

Because there wasn't a sound

Like I was pregnant again

I woke up at seven and my body was vibrating

I was wrapped up in a blanket

I was gray, damp, and sore

The bedroom was an engine

And my heartbeat was erratic

Like I think I'm out there racing

Like the night before

"Don't move, don't smile, don't blink

Don't even breathe," she said

"Or the photograph will spoil

And cut you off at the head"

So I was suckin'

I was suckin' like a fat lady would

But I couldn't hold it down another second

"Don't twitch, don't shout, don't think

Don't even breathe," she said

"Or the photograph will spoil

And cut you off at the head"

So I was sweating

I was sweating like a fat lady would

And I woke up

With a man inside my mouth

This won't hurt at all